5 months

It has been a crazy last 5 months and the second you think you are moving forward something pulls you back.

I am trying to trust that God has me where he wants but it is so hard.
To quote my friend Dan again:
"And this is life, it smacks you in the face, it blesses you in countless ways, it confuses you to the point where you forget who you are and where you're going."

Blessed is the one who trusts You
Like a tree that cannot be moved
You say jump to arms wide open
I am scared but I am willing

For blessed is the one
Blessed is the one who trusts You

(You), faithful, just and good
Shepherd of my heart
Lead me to where You are

And I remember all Your goodness
Suffering through the desert places
You never said it would be easy
You just promised you'd be with me

For blessed is the one
Blessed is the one who trusts You

(You), faithful, just and good
Shepherd of my heart
Lead me to where You are
You, who holds my destiny
I'll follow foolishly
Your love will be my song
So I will trust You

I will trust You in the pain
When I can't see past today
When it's hard to lift my
hands to praise You, I will trust You

(You), faithful, just and good
Shepherd of my heart
Lead me to where You are
You, who holds my destiny
I'll follow foolishly
Your love will be my song

So I will trust You

This is my heart and my prayer this day and for a while.