Reality

Reality.

Reality is defined as "the world or the state of things as they actually exist, opposed to an idealistic or notional idea of them".

Reality is hard to swallow.

Reality is its been 6 months since AJ died.

Reality is that the investigation of his murder has not come to a close.

Reality is I am still neck deep in grief.

Reality is life is super hard.

Reality is coming to terms with how broken I am.

Reality is admitting I am not fine.

Reality is what a friend of mine once wrote:

And this is life, it smacks you in the face, it blesses you in countless ways, it confuses you to the point where you forget who you are and where you're going. 

This is my reality.

I am trying to remember who I am and where I am going.