Chaos

Well lets just say that is how I have been feeling for the last couple weeks.  Way overload of stress.  I look back to when my mom died and wonder about how I handled that stress which was obviously different but equally or even more stressful than now.

Family issues and then stress from Brian's school wrapping up the semester was more than I was able to do.  I am glad things are slowing down a bit.  There is still a ton of unknowns for some issues but I was able to catch up on some sleep and hopefully we will move forward with all that needs to get done.  Being home for the holidays may help being able to communicate with some family members. (Yes I am being super vague...sorry there are a lot of things up in the air with my family that can't be discussed just yet).

Brian just finished his last final last night about 1:30am.  I am so proud of how he has worked hard throughout the semester and really stepped up.  If you know the history of Brian and school you know there was always tension. Brian is so smart and when he chooses to he can do really well.  I have been blessed to support him this first semester and I know that it will be a long road still over the next 3.5years but I know that we will make it through.

Yeah for a month of no classes (even if he has to order books and read some before his first class) and time to spend together with our families.  One week away from Vacation! :)

Hoping the Chaos is over for now...