Mother's Day 2011: Missing Her

Happy Mother's Day Mommy!

Forever Loved and Forever Missed!

I have been dreading this day for the last three months or so.  I knew it would be hard and I knew that I would be a wreck and now that it is here I will be happy for it to be gone...

Last Mother's Day we all were in Colorado for my graduation.  It was the first time in YEARS that my mom got to be with all of her kids on Mother's Day but we never thought it would be her last.

I know that it is through Mother's Day and things like holidays, graduations, marriages and one day having babies that healing will come but it doesn't make these kinds of days any easier.

Who is going to go with my little sister to Australia when she graduates high school?
Who is going to take care of A.J.?
Who is going to be a mess of a person at each and ever wedding?
Who is going to tell me all about what is happening to my body and what to expect when I one day have kids?
All of the things.  You were supposed to be there for them.

Your Babies Miss You!

Lord grant each of us the strength for today.